致 · TA生日的那一天

今天，是8月21日。

我期待已久的这一天，终于来临了。

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一如既往，上课下课。 她 心中满是欢喜，期待等下见到他的那一刻，想象着要是今天真的抱着TA ，TA会是什么表情。为此， 她在考试时开始发着那或可或能只会在梦境里出现的春梦，在那里傻笑。

放学了，她看见TA与TA的好伙伴们正在楼下有说有笑，她夸大脚步，赶紧走在前头。
走到了食堂，见到不远处的TA正在人群中慢慢走来。她心慌，却又不得不见TA 。

前一晚，她还主动要求TA的朋友留住他。

她赶紧离开，走到食堂去买个水果压压惊。刚好今天学会的主席邀她一起整理文件，她便速速拿着手中的芒果走到电脑室门口外。

她有意无意的见到TA与大伙儿在食堂等候，只是平时不害怕任何事物的她，唯独害怕在外人面前会见TA。

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this was written years ago.. idk when lol it was before the post before this 

2018 Review to 2017 ? NEW INTRODUCTION

Shouting a big WOW to my oldest posts!

It's been a long day that i stopped blogging . And the reason i come back here to visit back my blog is because my BF , Natalie started her blog since last week ,and i was waiting her second blog to be updated. (PS: Don't get me wrong , BF doesn't just stand for Boyfriend ya ;) )

So ,after reviewing my oldest post ,what I can say is : Dear old's me, your predict and thoughts about future was right ,now i am more mature and didn't too addicted to him ANYMORE . Meanwhile ,even we are still studying in the same school ,but we are still good friends. There are too many things that happened in these between's period and causes today's me .

So, to jumpstart everything , I would like to declare back the most logical introduction for this blog .

New INTRODUCTION :

As the same , i may just share out my story of my life but not just because of him .I will continue blogging and try my best to write as in a good grammer format haha . I won't delete the old post just because I want it to leave there and remind me about I still got that crazy moment in my life .
So...

STAY TUNE FOR NEXT TOPIC! :D

 

3 Tips to make notes :D

3 tips to make interesting & creative notes for STUDY !

1. Highlighter 

•  Use your highlighter wisely .  

•  You can use your highlighters to highlight the main point in an long essay , especially notes and textbooks.  

•  You can also draw a small boxes for your highlight coding .

•  If there is too much point that you found , highlight the few of them that you think is most important ( PS: The more point you highlight , the more you confuse .) 

•  Try to revise using the point that you highlighted .  

•  Example : Revise 5 highlighted points for 3 minutes , recall back the points by speak it out or write in a paper (just like spelling )

:: This may help you in any exam or tests ::

 2. Sticky notes

• Buy some cheap , colorful or arts sticky notes from stationary store . 

•  Jot down the point or things to remember for daily study . Stick on the wall infront of your table , table , notes , textbook or the place where you study everyday .  

•  You can also use some sticky index notes to highlight the points.

 

•  Google some motivation quotes and write down in your sticky notes . Stick them in the place where you study .  

•  Add - in more information in the sticky notes and stick it if you forgot to write down something. 

3. Doodles

• Regarding to research , many students doesn't interest to study in textbook that contents a lot of words thus cause the chances of short-sightedness .  This also causes student do not like to study and feel stress especially before exam .

•  Doodle is a drawing that may helps you in making notes . 

•  You can draw some interesting doodle that helps you to get back attention in study.

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I hope these tips can help you all in study :D
Comment down for more tips to make interesting and cute notes ! :D

The Ugliness and Greediness of Human Nature

I wish today is not a bad day , but it could be the bad day for me .

Have you been heard about the ugliness and greediness of human nature ?

Money ? Purpose ? Fame ？ Status ? What does those business people really think about ?
Does they still remain the same purpose as when they start their works?

I might not saying all of them are lack of humanity but what i realized today is , there is no way to say these are not exist in the world. 
When you trust your family and treat them well , how can sometime is not that good in the other way ?Even not that close yet , we still are relatives . 
Sadly ， we could not see what people really think about . We trust them and we treat them as well as what they need help , but why can a business or personal fame can just change everything?

Yes , you can choose other way to protect yourself .

But why ? You choose to protect yourself and your loved one ( your family that are more closer ) , and you can just betray the family that treat you better ? 

Is that the right thing for you to do or teach your family ?

I might not older than you , but dear you , 

This world is not just for you , yourself and the people that you love .

Even you are just love your closer family but , please look far upon the world .

There are so much and more people that need you to save .

Human ,

      You did a wrong thing that make a family and even their ancestral got in a very bad situation . Why don't you just try to think in people's way ? You might have to be appreciate that not all of them know you and hate you cause they know that God will lead them to a good situation soon . We pray that you will know the things that you have done and treat others well as you really felt sorry . Can you ? Will you ? I don't know . 

Since now me and my family are having a big trouble because of you and your misleading to your son , what we need is just a justice and peace in our life . Cover by God 's love and no war after this . 

 "Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."             :: Isaiah 41:10 ::

Daily Bible Verse :: Psalms 63:2-4

I have seen your power 

and your glory 

in the place of worship .

Your love means more 

than life to me ,

and I praise you .

As long as I live ,

I will pray to you . 

:: Psalm 63:2-4 ::

BRAVE

Today , my school have trial , it was a very exhausted day because i was ill .

But the trial is important and i never skip exam before .

My mood turns as normal cause I won't meet him today .
Thanks god when i was prepare for the next exam during recess , i saw him walking out from the hall ( the place we taking exam )

It made my day :DD 

I know this is quite weird since he is only my boy god but i wish i know what is my actual feel for him , is him the person i like or he just only my boy god ?

My best friend , Natalie told me , no matter is him the one will be your future husband , just pray as God will direct you to the right person in the right time .
HMM .. Okay.. but i don't think i should think so far since I'm still a student and that is too weird , as i said , boy god , so ya .. even i don't know what will happen after this but all i did for still , is pray .

We have no idea what will happen and who will our future partner , so i just pray for my future partner ::

ＢＡＣＫＫ　ＴＯ THE　　ＴＯＰＩＣ　：：
To be honestly , since the day i came in hall for exam , i have the spirit and won't fall sleepy .

Everyone in the hall is still writing until the last minute , and like 2hours 30 minutes , they still non-stop writing . I wonder is there so much things to write? Okay , maybe their level is higher than me so ya .

Sometime i will think about my boy god since we in the same hall for exam , he was sitting the end of the corner and i can't even see him unless i go toilet ( which is behind the hall )

Everytime i go to toilet , he was one of the writter who non-stop writing . I think that's why he will be my boy god . He is so smart and awesome :D

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He went off from the hall because he is not taking Chinese paper .

After the Chinese paper , our yellow house president and my assistant secretary came and we discuss about a banquet for our yellow house that should be settle before THE BIG EXAM (SPM)

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20 minutes later , me and my friends went outside the school gate and we standing there for wait for our own transport , i was still finding my boy god , but i didn't tell my friend which is also my assistant .I didn't found him , all i saw is just his friends standing infront of the school gate . About 10 minutes later , i saw him , but i have to refresh my mood and my EVERYTHING , cause you know right every time when we saw someone that special to us , we didn't want them to see the ugliest part of us , even i was not that ugly in that time but i still nervous . Yea he is my boy god so he is special for me . So after 5 minutes to clear my mind and finish thinking what to say then my assistant only realized he was just behind me with his friends . And my assistant asked me to turn 180 degree for surprise . I was ready !! And I turn back , my heart beating faster but i can't speak out , as im ready so i recall back what i should say to him and i asked him come and we talk about the bouquet . He still look adorable as always . And he is so cute my gosh . But i have to cool down so after we finish the conversation , i turned back and react like a crazy fans . 

Its seriously hard to imagine this is me like , i never ever have this type of crazy part before i found out this person who can be my only boy god . 

This is what actual happen today and i still can't stop smiling when i recall back this event that happened today with my only boy god 😂😂

:: 10.08.2017::

::COMMENT DOWN BELOW ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCED BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR BOY GOD :DD

INTRODUCTION ( 10. 08 . 2017 )

Have you ever heard something called boy god ? If not , welcome to here with me to know more about what boy god actual means . If yes , oh YAY ! Comment down why your boy god will attract you and how you guys meet ! :D

This personal blog , i would like to record my dairy life that i feel everyday and the lovely moment that i spend with my boy god :D